Sausage · Brains

I feel like using this journal. But I really don't know what to write, you can't exactly condense almost a year into one entry. Plus I hate writing.

Penis.

EDIT:

since I'm such a bitch I'm going to use this journal to complain about every crappy book, movie, product, store, and badly made peice of clothing I can think of.

My birthday is feb 22, if you feel like getting me a present :p

( ze list )

Holly is behind me...and she's bouncing/swaying.

Pick your month and bold what's true.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.MOST HORNY OUT OF THEM ALL.
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but sort of serious and with some different people this time.

Write ten statements intended towards 10 people but never tell them it was about them or would never say it to their face or something you wish you would have said, but didn't.

1. I can't tell if you like me or think I'm a loser/obsessed geek. But either way we need to have a meeting SOON. I get really excited about them, it's the only time I get to talk about what I guess you could call my "cause" without forcing the subject (bad) because I don't think many people actually give a shit, or think discrimination is an issue at all. I know a lot of people signed up just because it looks good to whoever. I am NOT one of those people.
I think we have what's almost a professional relationship.

2. Stop giving advice on things you know nothing about. This is why I did NOT want you to touch me or talk to me or any of that crap when I was upset. When I heard this I thought it applied to you perfectly: knowledge speaks but wisdom listens. Did you ever think people would rather you open your ears then your mouth?

3. Alright, I'm confused. Do you sleep around? Did you ever sleep around? How would anyone know if you did, anyways? Are you bisexual or not?

4. You irritate the hell out of me and the only reason I am nice to you is because you make me feel better about myself. Yes, I'm being a horrible person right now. But honestly? I'm better at makeup then you, I listen to better music, and I'm not some hardcore kid loser and/or a whore...oh and if you figure out this is you I'm fucked.

5. I don't think we can be close friends because you've known me for so long. I doubt you can get past seeing me as the freaky little 5/6 year old I was. :p

6. Shifty kicked my ass at disneyland.

7. at first I thought you were cool but you turned out to be a big ass who thinks they are better than everyone. Money and food are the only things you have that anyone wants.

8. Hooligan! My morals want to scream at you sometimes, but you're funny and don't do drugs as far as I know, so I'll keep them in check.

9. You have caused so much drama. I think out of all my friends you have caused the most, even though a lot of it was not entirely your fault. You are extremely indecisive and you're guilty about everything. Sucks for me that I completely understand where you're coming from, and nobody else seems to get you...it means that I have to listen to a lot of people bitch about you and it's hard to explain why you do what you do.

10. I'm always afraid you're saying things about me behind my back, there's almost no way you're not.

This one is way more negative, I think I ran out of positive people or something. :P

I think I have the over-eating gene. :/ My dad's always eating, I'm always eating even when I'm not hungry, I think about food all the time...shitshitshit.

If I'm right I'm going to spend my whole life trying to keep myself eating normal amounts.